it is finally time for another update.

so now, i'm in college. wow after 12 years of public education, i have safely (more or less) made it. i'm in my beautiful, spacious dorm (and no i'm not exaggeration, though i am prone to it at times) and meeting new people, disliking some and liking others. class of 2006 we made it! we are now class of 2010! i'm still getting used to the whole school spirit thing, 'twas not big in me high school.

so many things to do, so many things to see, so many people to meet. how am i going to do everything in 4 years? to my fellow classmates, have the time of your life, play hard, work hard. it's gonna fly by and be awesome so enjoy it. and if you're ever in dc, give me a ring, and i'll ignore you. just kidding, i'll take you to the white house and we can give a shout out to our American president. (you have full discretion, we will not judge you. 8] )

peace out g moneys...and God bless.

happy new year.

random fact about me:
i used to think chinese people didn't sneeze cause they didn't say "god bless you"

MAN I LOVE CALC!

the coffee cup

i glance down at my cup of coffee. so it has come to this. a large cup of coffee from dunkin donuts to get me through the day. caffeine coursing through my veins like blood. it is a necessity. it has become my drug, slowly eating away my internal organs and at the same time leave me craving for more.

why is it that we love things that are bad for us? is it the danger of doing it? some people will brush this off and say it's our inner rebellious child that has been suppressed all these years by our parents and we want out. however i say cause it's good. coffee is good. and it lifts the spirits.

especially sketchy ones. like the one i had today from dunkin donuts. it was all white with no little circles or flying donuts and sprinkles. boy was i disappointed. i look forward to the warnings from cup manufacturers that tell you the cup is hot when there's steam coming out of it. they even draw a picture for you. and warn you in 5 other different languages. the thing they dont say is. [this applies to guys so girls skip a line] don't spill the cup you know where. i bet it burns. no pun intended. i dont get that line. no pun intended. of course there was pun intended especially if you say no pun intended afterwards. so i am sitting quietly in chem as i usually do and as i watch the gasoline can implode, i notice brown drops on my cup.

i wipe them off simply thinking that i somehow spilled from my mouth when i was sipping. yes sipping my coffee. with my pinky stuck up in the air like the tail of some kind of dog whose tail sticks up like my pinky. a few minutes later i notice yet again these brown droplets on my white styrofoam cup. i look closer and see that they are seeping out of my cup. i am at once startled and disgusted by  this. startled at the horribleness of this cup. disgusted by the way the droplets look. like blood oozing out of a bandaid, mayonnaise coming out of your sandwich, and more.

this is a permeable crap cup.

time for an update. and story.

a girl walks in from left stage and sits at the only table on stage. there is a computer in front of her. as she sits there her nose starts to feel a little runny so she wipes it and rubs it with the back of her hand. the tingling sensation causes her to sneeze. she covers her mouth with her hand and when she removes it there is a wad of yellow sticky bubbly gooey boogers. she calmly takes a tissue with the other hand carefully trying not to touch anything with the infested hand and gives it a good wipe-down. she throws out the now infested tissue into a hello kitty garbage can next to her.

a week later. same thing happens.

still a week later. same thing.

i can't breathe oh man. this sucks. and i keep popping my ears cause i can't breathe. basically because my nose is so congested and stuck with that yellowy gooey boogers i have to breathe through my mouth. when i breathe through my mouth, my mouth gets dry so i have to swallow more to make it wet. so when i swallow, the air goes back in with nowhere to go back out cause oops the nose is blocked and oops the tongue is in my way. so the only other options are my ears. however my eardrums or ear flaps or thin ear cochlear linear thingamajig (something smart sounding) are there and they're the thinnest so they pop. i feel like i'm on an airplane all day long. i'm also feeling the jet lag.

senior year sucks.

on the bright side.

haha i bet you thought i was gonna say something on the bright side. heck no. there is no bright side.

cheer me up.

this entry is dedicated to all my amazing friends. thank you guys so much. all the happy birthdays and good wishes. thank you thank you thank you. i love you all.

from my mini me and spanish teacher:

mz jen: PARABENS PRA VOCE
mz jen: NESSA DATA QUERIDA
mz jen: MUITAS FELICIDADES
mz jen: MUITOS ANOS DE VIDA!

yes i do realize i am updating my xanga quite frequently now. and i will stop. one day.